As I look back on the past year, I realized that I lost time. I rushed through from one thing to the next. Always pushing harder and harder to make it through. I barely came up to breathe and if I did, it was only to dive in again. I had to always be doing something..anything just to feel …
Truth
Quiet Questions
I dreamed once, long ago, of a love so strong that it permeated my whole being. It radiated up out of the dream and entered my reality when we met. Silhouetted against the sun, I saw him, arms out stretched, welcoming me, filling me with acceptance and peace. It's been six years since I had that …
No Regrets
This week would have been my 15 year anniversary. This week, my Ex re-marries. To say that there are a lot of mixed emotions would be an understatement. My head houses so many memories, linked with feelings, that I can revisit in an instant. They make me smile, laugh out loud, wistful, and …
Measuring up
My back was put against the wall this week about "success" by measuring my efforts vs results. Was I measuring up? Measuring up to what and by who's standards were the questions that rumbled in my head. I became really indignant and felt that all my efforts were not enough according to standards I …
A Mother’s love for her child(ren)
No one else will know the strength of my love for you. After all, you are the only one who knows what my hearts sounds like from the inside. I saw this quote the other day and it really struck a chord in me. There is something that shifts in you when you have a child. A fierce love fire flames …